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Discovering the Lost Mother
Clyde Xi 2/22/2026 Prologue Last August, Jenna traced her origins through a DNA match and found her birth father. During their first video call—an awkward online reunion—I served as interpreter. What struck me most was his passivity: a quiet frailty edged with detachment. He spoke in halting fragments, rarely finishing a sentence. When asked why he had abandoned her as an infant, his answer was flat and stripped of emotion: “Too many girls.” Her birthday? He had forgotten it.
Clyde Xi
May 58 min read


Lost and Found: A Mother’s Long Search for Her Twin Daughters
Narrated by: Wang Taomei Written by: Jin Yang Translated and edited by: Clyde Xi November 7, 2024 Abstract This is the account of an ordinary mother navigating extraordinary constraints. Set against the realities of rural life, family obligation, and state policy, the narrative traces how private choices are shaped—and sometimes broken—by forces beyond one’s control. Written in a mother’s own voice, the story does not seek judgment or absolution, but bears witness to what end
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Feb 1112 min read


A Mother’s Search with an Aching Heart
Original Author: Jin Yang Editor: Clyde Xi Source: Nanchang Project 4/15/2023 Birth Parents Two days ago, I met a mother in Zhenjiang, Jiangsu Province, who has spent many years searching online for her daughter. In phone calls and WeChat messages, she told me that she has not gone a single day without thinking of her child since the moment the baby was taken from her. Her daughter was born on September 30, 1995, her second child. The birth took place in secret in Xin
Jin Yang
Feb 94 min read


Times of Pain and Regret
Narrated by: Zhang Guifang Compiled by: J Yang Edited by: Clyde Xi February 6, 2026 Abstract In this heartfelt memoir, Zhang Guifang describes the extreme hardship her family endured in late-1990s China. After years of costly infertility treatments and crushing debt from family illnesses, their long-awaited daughter was born in 1999, only to be diagnosed with a rare, severe congenital heart defect. Unable to afford or access life-saving surgery in China—where the risks incl
VOS
Feb 912 min read
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